2008/12/05

♥changed song
well, I'm updating now its 9:09am
everything seems to slow down. My game hasn't been updated for at least 6 hours. Its rly a tiring wait. MCR is posting slow too. It only seems Mikey is the one on the comp, and he dosen't use the comp much. weirdness.
so i stumbled upon this book in the library, its called, after elaine. well, i knew it had to be a sad story but didn't rly make a huge deal about it, well, coz it was the only book tht looked interesting :l
anyway, i lagged into reading it. it was only last night that i read it, not finished, but i found it quite absorbing. there were certain parts quite sad, and yes i did cry a little. very sad story
its about a girl who's sister just died in a car accident. well, she didn't rly lyke her sis much coz she was quite a rebel xD
anyway, i still have to read it.its rly funny whn sumone dies we still feel very sad even tho we're nt so close to thm, but its true, and even stepping into a funeral parlor makes you feel real weird, lyke its tryin to pull you in, and thn u peer into the coffin, look at the person's face one last tyme, before you bring to get incinerated.
ugh life is scary
xo